HAPPY NEW YEAR

Happy new year sad sad little world... may God's hatred be kind upon u.

:(

Today proved to be a very frustrating day for me. I spent the whole day wanting to talk to a little flower that grows in the garden of delights but am foiled by the presence of my parents and uncle. If thts not happening then the flower is being potted somewhere else to be watered so tht she'll grow into a beautiful bloom to be displayed in church during christmas. This is so fucked up, and once i am available to talk, she sleeps. I guess i'm gettin back what i deserve. Why have i got nothing better to talk about in this blog other than my life? Am i that shallow? Why can't i rant about other things like the Saddam trials and the racial attacks in aus. Then again, i dun really care to comment about such events that are beyond my control. I jus miss talkin to my bloom. I so wanna see her. :( This holiday is really beginning to suck...

GOODNIGHT

Just put the phone down on... goodnite my love. Sorry but u were fast asleep

HELLIDAY ON ICE

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Jus arrived home from the Holiday on Ice show at the Putra Stadium... the theme 'hollywood'. And, like all the other ice-skating shows, this one had the usual stunts and grace and sometimes folly of any other show like it, the only difference is that all this was done with hollywood theme songs for the background instead of the usual Celine Dion number, which ironically had one song in this show also, the one for the titanic. The weird thing about this is the skaters were dancing to the theme of superman with costumes that looked something from Flash Gordon. The souvenir stand had a few fellas trying to sell of Holiday on Ice talcum powder. Talc?? Of all things. I inquired about it. All i got was a reply from one of a lady w a sickly sweet voice saying "doesnt it look like snow" as she pours some onto her hand from the promo bottle. Why am i bitching bout this dumb show? Fuck this...

DAHLIA

i love this flower
with a withered and wearied soul
she bares fangs
with a conceited look and smile
she hurts everything
body, herself and me
but in ways too good to be true
as she dances her graces allure
i love this flower...

UPDATES

life in a nutshell: exams in a week, dramatic decrease in smoking (which is now hampering my ability to think)...

Life in dramatic shameless bitching: not goin to australia in feb... good thing? :)

MV AND HOME

Jus bck from midvalley after watching 'into the blue'... horrible show, and the only thing keeping me alive was me iron lung. thnk god.

URBAN GRAFFITI #4

Hiding
Eye-candy for all today! Bella!!

IDIOT!!

I certainly feel like one. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything? But i'm glad i did in some way. I should really learn to shut the fuck up.

Just got the computer thanks to dad. Missed it. Will be at college at 8 just in case.

WAITING

its 1230am.. and we are still waiting.

HIGHLIGHTING BEDS AND LOVING PONDS

A lot is..
A minute, tht you’re without
Hidden in sight
Biting our own bullets
And hiding people’s fears
Hearing singular rings
As we dash to a calling
Hoping among hope
That tomorrow is another day
Until we behold ones we crave
So badly tht it hurts
So badly tht it yearns
So badly tht it burns
So badly…

A lot is..
A minute, and counting

BOXCUTTER GIRLS #4.5

Still working on boxcutter girls #5... Su Ann is being modelled after someone i am currently keeping my eye on. And no it aint a certain ferret :p.

To all who choose to waste their time by checking out my blog in order to feel better about their own shitty lives by deviating themselves from it, please feed sharkrella. If not, stop reading and please contribute thyselves for the betterment of mankind like curing AIDS.

ADVENT CHILDREN

FF7: Advent Children
Watched it... on DVD. God bless the pirates. It was a great copy. Overall this movie was action over-kill and left no room for character development and for the storyline to evolve into something deeper. But what the hell, I've played the damn thing twice on the ps, and theres enough character development in the game to give you some.. if not freaking lot of understanding between the characters. One character tht I really did not expect to make an appearance in the movie was cait-sith (minus the moggle). The cg was breath-taking, Cloud's suit look a hell lot better and with the addition of a sheath for his swords strapped behind him.. *drool. But the biggest thing to drool about should be Tifa's breasts..which are still unbelievably large for her small frame. So to all who intend to watch this movie, LEAVE YOUR BRAINS AT HOME and just let your eyes be captivated by the gorgeous cg. I know I was...

DRAFT

Calamity Jane
1st draft for the calam Jane comic i was working on with Chin. Scrapped. Had good potential and premise, but sloth got the best of us. Watching Advent Children later today with him. Chin watched it already and said there was too much eye candy and no depth in the movie... We shall see.

..HOME AT LAST

I am home,
Thinking about you all the way,
I am tired,
But restless in this state i stay,
I am missing,
You again all over again,
I am kissing,
The neon lights of suburbia goodnight,
I am inside,
and outside your room,
I am stuck,
Under the brilliance of the moon,
I am with,
You still... and away from home,
I am always,
at windows throwing stones.